我学会了放手。。

不知不觉... 过了五天.. =)
我也慢慢的习惯了..
习惯了没有你的陪伴..
你的信息.. =)
慢慢的.. 当初那些怀有不甘心的感觉也消失了....
心情也慢慢的平静了下来..
有时候.. 还是会寻找你的踪影...
但看见了后... 也没了那么大的醋意..
这意味着.... 我慢慢的变正常了吗?
你还是头一个让我这样疯的人..
不过.. 都慢慢的过去了.. =)

..你还是要幸福..

放弃是让自己有个全新的开始.. =)

曾经.. 我栽了下去..
但因为莫些原因.. 我慢慢醒了..
也许是因为当时的无奈.. 也许是因为当时的心痛..
也也许是因为.....
当时的麻木...
但又是因为你...!!
原本已快要痊愈的心..
因为我的天真....
我又栽了....
这次比之前还要的深..
但我知道.. 从前我差点走得出.. 如今我也可以.. =)
不舍只会让自己再次发疯...
我懂我自己..
只要是在乎的东西.. 我不喜欢别人什么什么..
或许我是自私..
但这是我的个性..
相信我们认识不至一天了..
也许.. 我俩不够了解..
也许当初你就不该挽回..
你的挽回害了你自己失去自由..
后悔了吧....? =
对不起.. 不过.. 放心..
我不会再与你有一点的联系了..
就算我想你想得快疯了..
就算我心又疼了.... =)
我希望你能变回从前的你..

人嘛..

总要跌了一绞... 才晓得痛的滋味..

我嘛..

就是明知道结果了.. 还那么的犯贱.. =)

everything till here..
bye bye my ex- Dear Friend..
^^

放手..

6/8/2011

这一次你放弃..我也放弃了..

今天我删除了所有有关你的东西..

其实一直以来.. 不管吵再多次..我都不曾丢弃或删除到完你的东西..

但今天..我承认..

我偷偷的再去看了你的profile..

也因这一看..改变了我自己..

我彻底删除了属于你的一切..

其实之前告诉你我删除了你的照片.. 其实我另有存档..

但现在我删除了..

我知道我不会后悔..

因为我不会让你再影响我.. =)

我讨厌去看你的profile的原因其实很简单..

因为我讨厌看见她一直在你profile的留言..

不用告诉我你们只是朋友..

或者只是很多话聊的朋友..

因为..先生..别忘了..

我们也是这样开始的.. =)

已经是过来人了..

难道还会去相信那些只是朋友什么什么的吗..?

抱歉.. 就算现在也只是朋友..

那么以后呢?? 有谁能保证呀??

没人能预测未来..

我和我小学朋友只是在一个地方聊..

你就吃醋..

那你和她天天spam来spam去的算什么东西呀?!

之前不想要你add回我是因为我知道..

那几天你和她一定又是那样了..

我不想要你add回我也只是不想再承受多一次伤害..

难道我错了吗??

你总说我hurt你..

但怎么你从没想过你自己有没有hurt我??

你的心是肉做的..难道我的铁的吗??

至于你..

其实我一直很想问你..

你也是这样对待你朋友的男朋友的吗??

身为朋友开解对方是好事..

但总得有限制的吧..?

这次的分离..

真正的原因其是是因为我吃醋..

你不懂..

但我想你也不会想懂的.. =)

就这样吧.. 再见!!

~我会塑造一个全新的我~

自信...

不懂多久没更新我的布落格了...
今年又长一岁了...
压力也从新回到了我身上...
不懂多久没有这种感觉了...
应该是从我六年级毕业后吧......
也许...我是时候改变了...
改变从前的懒惰...
能办到吗?? >.<
我的自信什么时候变的那么薄弱了...
那么的渺小... O.o''''
>.< 中四了...所有的梦都该以行动来实现了...
失去了成绩不可悲...
因为我没有努力过...
可悲的是我失去了方向...该走的路...
而我还在逃避所有问题...
从来没有堂堂正正的去面对... >.<
是时候长大了...自己的事自己扛...
是时候学会独立了...
我怕再不学...我就快失去自己了...
首先...
先学会做决定...
找回从前的自信...臭屁的自己...
再相信自己...
以实力证明给妈看...
不是我能不能...而是我的信念够坚定吗...
这次无论如何...
我该长大了...^^

baby...♥

remember today right...hehehee xD

in this few months...

we had go through many many things together♥...

we quarrel but it never influence our LoVe~~♥♥

this had show that our LoVe is firm...♥

and it♥ wont get defeat because of a small case...

I jealous...

because I love you♥...

I care you...♥

maybe in this age many pple wont agree with our LoVe...♥

but I know u will keep on stand beside me...♥

and support me always...♥

I LoVe You is no a game...♥

because I am no a play girl... ^^

I LoVe You is because I LoVe♥ You...

no have reason...

because I also dunno why so many guys but I just LoVe You...♥

hehehee xD

I just care everything of you...

I always miss You at the class...♥

but no worry... I still got listened what had teacher teach...

hehehee xD

baby...♥

although we are no same class in this year...

but I know you wont change your heart...♥

because u had promise me...

and I trust you... ^^ ♥

BaBy... I LoVe You...♥

and thank God let me know you...♥.♥

I wish that is nothing change forever between you and me...♥

remember this baby...

our LoVe just can increase...♥

^.<♥

MUuaACckzZzZzz~~♥

♥不懂就问...

这并不羞耻...

♥面对现实...

这并不难...

只要想想所有人在努力时...

自己在做什么...

就一点也不难...

难的是自己的信念不够坚定...

所以要改变... ^.<♥

爱你的我...♥要长大了...♥

will you support me???

JusT FoR YoUu~~My BaBy...

hmmmm...

BaBy~~<3>

heheheheheee xD

I am happy that the first msg in the morning I read...

Is yours msg telling me that we already 3 months jor...

hehehehee xD

I really tot that u forget le...

so surprise...hehehehe xD

hahahahaa xD

I LoVe YoU So MuCh My BaBy SiAo KiAa~~<3

And BaBy...

thank you so much...

when I was emo u still have the patient to counsel me...

although...

I make u feel so angry...sad and emo too..... xP

heiheiheii =D

paiseh la... >.<

I am no purposely de... o.o

hehehee xD

LoVe You more than I can say...

jealous is good whats...

no meh?? O.o

If i no jealous then u really must be careful le leh...

hahahahaa xD

so u cannot blame me har if I jealous again...

hehehhee xD

so naughty ritez???

haizz...no idea la...

who ask You LoVe dio a girl siao siao like me...

and I LoVe dio You...and also sot dio Yours leng leng eyes... ^.<

hahahahahaa xD

MUuaACkzZzz~~<3

MuaACkzZz~~<3>

LoVe YoU BaBy~~<3

And BaBy I MiSs You So MuCh Too~~!!!

hehehee xD

so surprise that day really saw dio you...

actually...

the time i received ur msg...

I tot u joking only... heiheiheii xD

paiseh la... xD

#>.<#

无言

你...并不了解...那种心情.....
我并没有恨她....
我只是不开心....她一直这样...
我并没有不尊重她...
要是我不尊重她我会选择反驳....
但我还是静静的...静静的...做完所有事....
我的心从没试过....想今天那么的痛.....
............

在妳说的那一些话前....

有想过它会多伤人吗.......

没有....没有....

你没有.......

我想学心理你懂吗??

就不能在开心的时候别说些扫兴的话吗....?

hmmm...is it i changed le???

Read back last time my diary...

felt like...hmmmm...

last time de me like more mature... >.<''''

nowadays I like become so childish... >.<

like a kid...keep thinking of play... >.<

no like last time keep thinking of those principle...

O.O''' last time did a thing will think so so so far...

nowadays like keep on follow my feel... >.<

is it good to myself ??? @.@

and nowadays look like all my feeling always write at my face...

no like last time keep on cover my true feels...is it???

>.<

but nowadays I really feel happiness~~<3

I had a lover who love me...<3

who care me... #>.<#

and I love him too~<3

always accompany me when I'm emo... hehee xD

and also always bully me in words... >.<

but...nvm because I still LoVe YoU~~<3

and I will love YoU FoRever~My Beauty PiG BaBy SiAo KiAaaa~~~<3

hehehee xD

#>.<#

other than that...

I also had many of my beloved friends~~~<3

although in this years...

many things was happened between all of us...

hmmm...i think maybe is god testing our friendship...

but...at last...we had success to solve all of it...

and become more closer than last years~~<3

I love you all so much ~~~<3 My Friends~~<3

no matter how... Our friendship wont be in trouble anymore~<3

because I knew that...we can solve all the things together... ^.<

hehehee xD

^.<

I Will Treasure All The Things I Had Now...<3

MUuaAckzZzZzz~~~<3